Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Oh, 2008, you're a tricky one.

Soooo, I suck at this whole blogging thing. Every time I think about doing it, something else pops up that I think I need to be doing. And, really, they aren't really that important...

Things seem to be completely different right now. What a difference a month makes, huh? It's weird. I always think my life never changes, but when I think about it, at least lately, it's crazy what has gone on, since 2008 has started. And I know that is cheesy. That's what I'm here for, I guess.

I started the student teaching. Now, I don't take over as the only "adult" in the classroom until February 11th. It's nerve-wracking thinking about it, but it is getting easier as I'm there every day (NOT GETTING PAID A DIME, MIND YOU). I taught one of the hours all by my lonesome today and I feel that it went well. I'm not sure I'm going to be the best teacher, but I'm trying to just get my feet in the pool here. And, with all the bs they tell us in school, I seriously have no idea what I'm doing. Comforting to hear, I know, for all of you with children in the public school system.

But this whole getting up early every single day thing? It blows chunks. Seriously. Being an adult is lame, but I had to start at some point right? I am still having a hard time telling myself I need to go to bed at a decent hour. Such is life.

And... if anyone remembers the guy I talked about who I wasn't sure about? He's been around for a while, being persistent, and finally I decided I liked him enough for him to be my boyfriend. It's only been that way for like a week or so, but I'm just now letting it sink in. He isn't really the most attractive guy, but he's what I'm looking for as far as personality, being nice to me but putting me in my place at the same time. Looks aren't everything, especially not to me. It's about the person, in my opinion. I know a lot of people say that, but it's how I feel. Sooo, that's big news, in my life, since I've been a single gal since forever. It's hard getting used to it, but I'm happy. Weird. Now, he has to meet my family, and I don't introduce hardly any guys to my family, so this is a big thing. I know. Shari, we must talk. Hah.

Ok, I had a lot more to say than this, but frankly? All I want to do is go to bed and it's like 9:30. I'm turning into an old lady. Hah.

Sorry for my absence. I seriously suck at keeping up with this.